its been 2 daes since i've blogged. yeah.. seriously..


seriously.. i hate a bitch frm a sec 2 normal acad class.. which is nt my class. so you guys le alredi rite?? yeah.. seriously.. i do wan to pull out her fucking teeth. pull out her fucking hair, smash her fucking face, pull acid over it, kick her fucking stomach. seriously, i can do that. i dun even fucking know e fucking hell outta you lor. fuck off lah.


ny dad is being unreasonable.. i hate you. serious. no offence dad. i mean it. dun despite us cuz we're in normal steam.. wads e matter wif you?!?!


i hav been having serious laughs since mon. yeah.. hav been luffing non-stop. yeah. seriously. todae.. someone had stolen 5 i-pod, creative and i-pod shuffle. goodness. dey sae its some sec 5 class, stole dem and gave dem to e lower sec.. duno.. heard frm faizal. ms lim sae its 5/1.. yeah.. seriously..


seriously.. i cant stop saying SERIOUSLY.. goodness.. =_="

WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH
YOU TOLD ME NOT TO??
SOMETIMES I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU..

y do i see you everyday in sch?? i can avoid seeing you.
you are like all ard the corners of css..
but on thrus's eng remdial, i was on the same floor as you,
6th floor.. didn't i??
i saw you, playin soccer outside ur class..
while i was outside e class askin e teacher qus.
i look at you i tot of the time when
i smsed you some kind of feeling overwhelmed me
i was sittin at the back.
you walked past.
i stared into ur eyes.
i'm memerized.
i feel like i've gone to another world.
i still love you seriously i do.
i miss you dearly..

(:

seriously.. y do i keep saying seriously??

WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH
YOU TOLD ME NOT TO??
SOMETIMES I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU..

y do i see you everyday in sch?? i can avoid seeing you.
you are like all ard the corners of css..
but on thrus's eng remdial, i was on the same floor as you,
6th floor.. didn't i??
i saw you, playin soccer outside ur class..
while i was outside e class askin e teacher qus.
i look at you i tot of the time when
i smsed you some kind of feeling overwhelmed me
i was sittin at the back.
you walked past.
i stared into ur eyes.
i'm memerized.
i feel like i've gone to another world.
i still love you seriously i do.
i miss you dearly..

(:

seriously.. y do i keep saying seriously??

seriously.. my understanding of express maths is wayyy too bad..
i cant even do a wrd prob nw.. fuck.
damn mad.
y was i born stupid?! y cant i be like linda or yilian.
shit. even my normal maths is like tt.
mr yip's teaching sux. totally sux.
i cant even understand a single wrd he sae cuz tt stupid boys keep makin sooo much noise LAME!
stupidity. looks like i cant take option A le.
besides, i dun even wan to take it in e first place anyways.
freak.
i'm gonna flunk e whole end-yr exams shit.


imc (:

hahas. err.. durin p.e.. ran 3 rounds. yeah.. without stopping somemore lor!!! wheee~!!! yays!


seriously i love going to sch.. you noe y?? cuz i get to see my DOUBLE ANE!! =D hehehe.. better thanks me for saeing tt. XD .. after sch went outside to eat. yeah.. sat wif olivia, geokleng, joelle, yilian, pf and me sis. dey were damn funny sia.. made me luff like a crazy ger. hahas. seriously. =.=" lolx. den keep toking abt oli's grandmother when she cooks. wahahaha.. you shuld hav seen it wif ur own eyes lor. damn funny. lurve being in e same grp wif olivia. hehehe.


i do realli hate smokers. esp the smell of e smoke. yeah.. every morning hav to smell it when i cum to sch.. goodness.. i'm gonna hav lung cancer.. hehehe =P hate it. bleah.. lolx.


wanted to watch the maid.. pf saes it opens nxt thurs. farhan and ragu dey all oso wanna watch. so.. maybe we all watchin together lor. still hating e person hu stole my fone. hmpf!


durin guides.. ms goh told us to search for mrs loh.. telling her to tell her tt e parents were here le.. den ade, jie and me hav to search high and low for her.. omg. cant find her in e end. =S met peter lim on e way.. guess wad i asked him?? "MR LIM! ARE YOU E C.M OF.. */*?? guess wad he sae?? he sae ya.. omg. his class's C.M is PETER LIM!!! xD


had a module test i think. if anyone gt 14 marks over 20, will get to go hm.. looked at e qus.. omg. i din study!!! anyhw anyhw go rite ans there.. guess wad in e end?! I WAS E FIRST 1 TO GET 14 MARKS!!! I WAS E FIRST TO GET TO GO HM!!! but had to wait for pf & jie. goodness. wasted my 50mins to play maple. hmpf hmpf!!!!=S


smsed jiawei. yeah.. guess wad he sae?? he sae.. i noe you last time like darren rite?? i was shocked. yeah.. hw he noe?? omg. besides.. i dun like him anymore le!! LISTEN LE MAH?! i dun like darren anymore le!!! tts soo long ago le.. hehehe. cant believe jiawei noe.. zzzz. i suppose his gang wuld noe too. den he keep askin me hu i like nw lo.. din tell. hehehe =X


seriously.. i do miss you. despite tt time when you scolded me. i dun care. imu.. (((:

yays! i grew 2 lvls in 1 dae!!! yays! 1 dae!!!
nw lvl 15 le!! i can fame ppl le.. omg. lvl 15.. omg.
noob rite?? ppl alreadi lvl 20 sth or 30 sth le lor.. hahas. bye! (((:

hm econs soooo fun!!! ahahas.. wif olivia of cuz. hehehe.. olivia sooo funny!!!


hahas. todae cooked pancakes.. weee!!! hahas. den hav to cook soo long.. den at last gt at least 2 on e plate.. den oli sooo funny!!! she go imitate her uncle. she go flip e plate & the frying pan to make e pancake flip.. i was luffing like siao. hahas.. esp when she told me abt her grandmother, cook like a pro like tt. wahahaha.. luff until my stomach wanna burst like tt.. wahahaa. den ltr go present.. den mdm aishah sae our grp 2's pancake like macdonald's de.. whhee!!! =)))


after hm econs.. matin told us to go downstairs.. den tt stupid mr seah go tell us to take a class card each. i wanted to take 2/7.. but lydiana go snatch it away frm me.. zzzz.. den took 2/6 de lor. hmmm.. den hav to colour black wif e marker.. lame lor.. sooo stink somemore.. zzzz.. -.-"


den after tt hav eng remedial.. sianz.. den go library.. den ltr change place.. go to 4/5.. at 6th floor there.. hehehehehex. =)) den sat at e back there.. yeah. sat wif clara.. grace & pf infront of me. whhee! den saw him & his class de ren. hehehe. den tt time mr lim walked past. den i shout, "HI MR LIM!!!" wahahaha.. sooo loud somemore.. everyone turned back & looked.. paiseh. hahas. den tt time waitin for clara to do finish. i was puttin my head on e table. den saw him walking there. turned my head ard immediately. yeah. knew he was mad at me mah. dun see him lo. whatever lahs. =S hahas.


something.. something at tt time.. mad me mad. real mad. din talk & luff as usual. *ahem ahem ahem* thing happen. haiz. seriously.. i din talk at all. y?! haiz.. srry clara.. nth to do wif you.. it isnt ur fault.. well. i dare to rite it in my blog.


i dun care. cheng yuan like clara! hahas. seriously clara. even i could hav guessed.. even anyone could hav guessed it. DUH?! srry if any of his classmates is readin tis lor. i realli dun care. he's rude. yeah.. RUDE!!! haiz.. i dun wanna noe anything le. and tt 5/1 person. pls tell me hu you r k?? =D

had lotsa bad-luck todae.. omg. stupid bus number 400. stupid marina south.. i hate everything!!!!!


mad.. yeah.. mad.. =S


one thing in my tagboard caught my attention..


5/1.. hmmm.. 5/1?? err..??


hahas.. surely is siewying's de classmate de.. hahahas. =)))

his class.. mei you yi ke hao tong xi..

omg. tsk tsk tsk. =X no offence if anyone of his classmates is readin this. =)

Puddle Of Mud - Blurry

Everything's so blurry

And everyone's so fake And everybody's empty and Everything is so messed up Pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone You could be my scene You know that I'll protect you From all of the obscene I wonder what you're doin' Imagine where you are There's oceans in between us But that's not very far (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face Everyone is changing There's no one left that's real So make up your own ending And let me know just how you feel 'Cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl And you could be my someone You could be my scene You know that I will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doin' I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Oh, nobody told me what you thought Nobody told me what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Told you where to run away Nobody told you where to hide Nobody told you what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Showed you where to run away (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me NOOOOOOOO! This pain you gave to me Take it all away Take it all away Pain ya gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (((:


hahas.. i wanna slp. zzzz.. freak. (((:


ijustwantyoutoknoe, thatti'vebeenlearningtoletgo

yeah.. sooo mani things to toke abt.. hahas.. let me start off wif morin first..


woke up 5 sth.. gt rdy for guides.. woke up late lor. den met ade.. went to mrt station. hmmm.. den go to e hall there. lala.. gt rdy and everything.. den ltr everybody came in lor.. saw him =X


den there came e inspection.. omg. i told my sis nt to luff as i'l be lookin at her.. in e end. ms tay go toke to shiping, den she luff. i luff, guanying luff, everybody ard me luff.. =X omg. den lala~ den tt time when we all go back to our seats.. walked and walked.. dey was sittin behind me frm where i was sittin!!! =S den after tt we each gt a medal and a cert.. for e silver award for guides.. decided to go catch a movie..


den went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory.. wif ade and my sis. hahahaha.. tt show is sooooo nice!!!!!! yeahh. go catch it. =D very nice. hehehe.


its been 4 mths since i started liking you. 4 mths.. can you believe it?? i've decided, since you r so angry wif me, i'll listen to you, i'll stop liking you. i hope tt makes you happie.. am i rite?? yes.. but pls.. dun make you beling my fren a threat for me. it breaks my heart.. i seriously wan to get to noe you better.. but i guess my hopes and dreams are fading away.. i realli want to talk to you.. seriously i do. pls.. dun be mad wif CY, he doesn't play a part in it. it was all my fault k?? forgive me. pls dun be mad anymore.. i'm sorry..

yeahh.. smsed him..


no big.. yeah.. he seems mad.. he kept scolding. but i kept my cool. kept tellin him to cool down.. yeahh.. hahas. were e things you smsed me a threat??


maybe.. i wuld love to be ur friend. but pls.. dun make this a threat. pls.. it gt nth to do wif tt cheng yuan guy.. yeahh.. (((: ilu. i realli do.. hmmm. ytd took a pic wif my sis at e mrt when we r goin hm.. yeah..



"Best Of You"
I've got another confession to make I'm your fool Everyone's got their chains to break Holdin' you Were you born to resist or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and onto someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head Without your noose You gave me something that I didn't have But had no use I was too weak to give in Too strong to lose My heart is under arrest again But I break loose My head is giving me life or death But I can't choose I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh... Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh... Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel The life, the love You die to heal The hope that starts The broken hearts You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? I've got another confession my friend I'm no fool I'm getting tired of starting again Somewhere new Were you born to resist or be abused? I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh...

yays! i found out hw he noe i like him le. 2gether wif his other frens.. hehehe. jus found out ytd. yeapp! ard 12 midnight. haha. thankies clara~

=P he seen me b4 le. omg. paiseh paiseh. hahahaha. quite lame actually.. xD

ahhhh!!! ytd e one i was chattin wif i his classmte.. he is cy!!!!!! hahas. still duno hw dey noe my blog.. -_-"

haahaha

hmmm.. todae de lessons soo damn boring lor. haha.. hmmm.. den after sch went to "red table" wif yilian and pf and my sis.. den ate there.. den ltr saw ushaa, siti and clara!!! haha.. den we sat 2gether.. den toke toke toke. soo fun. den ltr decided to go back to sch to study 2gether wif dem! weee~!!!!

reached sch.. den hor wanted to go to e lib.. but sooo mani ppl. den oso tt time saw matin and suhayl.. den matin sae tt suhayl like puifun.. den pf sooo happie.. hahaha.. cuz she owaes sae he sooo cutee! hahaha.. den ltr go to 2/7 lor. den talked to clara.

she told me lotsa things.. den she sae tt "his" class e ppl noe tt i like him and after e chalet, one guy frm his class smsed clara.. den asked her tt issit one of her classmate like him?? *tt means me lor..* den clara was actin blur blur.. den she sae her whole gang noe tt i like him.. but i dun even noe any of dem except leonice & siewying.. den hw dey noe i m in 2/7?? ahhh!!! soo mani qus.. i need an ans!!!

hahahahaha.. den she oso told me lotsa things.. dun we nv study nor do hmwk at all.. wahahaha. den heard tt D last time like her.. i was like soo shattered. bleah. whatever lahs. tmr hav P.E.. my foot hurts.. when i walk, i hav to limp ard.. damn. cant run tmr. bye.

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE PUIFUN!!! MUACKSS!!! lurve ya forever!!! *hugs* =)))

lol

hmmm.. came back frm sch le. haha. hmmm.. first paper was letter writing n compo.. section 1 was compo, section 2 was letter writing.. i did e letter writing first.. hahaha.. everybody wrote dear sir, onli pui fun write dear business man.. hahaha.. made me luff e hell outta me. den e compo write num 3.. hmmm.. find tt gt lotsa things to rite abt.. den came down canteen for break. came down tt time, saw him.. haha.. his hairstyle hor.. look kinda weird though.. either he changed his hair style or he has cut his hair.. hahaha.. lmao.. second paper, i think i totally flunked it. e compre soo damn fucking difficult.. din even hav e heart to read it. hahaha. cloze passage was abt e white shark. both compre equally boring.. sian. hope i pass my paper lor.. tml is geog liao. study onli half of e txtbk.. sian.. gotta go study le!! byeee!!!

Howie Day - Collide * e blog song*
i cant get tis song outta my mind.

Haiz.. i damn hate my parents sia. thx sis! thx 4 helping me giv e sci papers to let mum n dad sign.. i was slping at tt time.. =PpP.. sian. todae jus seems like a normal dae lor. durin sci period, mr elfie told us hu was in band 1, 2, 3, 4.. congrats pui fun, she's in band 2.. nice nice.. sam, grace n me was in band 3.. hahahahaha.. our sci are bad.. =). haha.. left 7 daes to e first paper, eng.. haiz. wish i'll pass.. todae hav math retest cuz our klass maths results like shit. i've seen e file, onli abt 6 ppl pass maths common test.. n i was in 1 of dem!!! 2gether wif puifun n grace.. hahaha. den e top was sharon.. i was in e second place, shared wif 3 other ppl. hahahaha.. i'm sure i'm gonna fail my express maths for sure.. mr kerk was soo gd.. nt realli sure y he let us off early.. early by half and hr.. i hate my mum n dad!!! omg. dey r jus nt satisfied wif whatever results we have. we did improved, but nth jus seems gd enuff for dem.. haiz.. i hate my life sia.. zzzz...


"The Saddening Life Of Her's"
copyrighted joycey

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Weee~! 2dae sooo tired.. *yawn*.. zzzz. lolx. ytd my grandma came over n stay in our hse. maybe nxt time canot play e com late in e nite liao cuz she needs her slp.. lolx. den e nyaa, in grp B. den e sports is frisbee.. regretted it. some of dem sae e sports veri sian 1. ahahaha. den every subjects is SOOO SIAN!!!! ahahaha. den geog paper gettin back tml. i tink.. gt 7 failures.. soo scared tt i'm in 1 of dem. geog gettin worse. sian.. i need help in my MATHS!!! den durin xpress maths, i'm soo stressed out! i nv even listen to mr tay teachin. tt y u shuld do ur hmwk b4 klass. regretted tt i nv do e xpress maths hmwk.. linda was there teachin me.. teach n teach n teach. luckily for her, or else i wuld hav nt done finish my hmwk.. i onli left 2 more qus but e time is up liao, time to go hm.. so hav to hand up ti mr kerk durin recess time. zzzz.. so lazy.. ahahahaha.. but xpress maths tt time, i'm sooooo happie!! Ahahahaha. he gave me his new hp no. ahahaha.. tts lame. tml hav sci common test. mr elfie kept saeing its hard its hard.. saeing tt he set it in xpress standard. zzzz. siao arh.. we in na onli lor.. ahahaha. =)